Yesterday would have been mine and Bob’s 6th Wedding Anniversary, instead it was my 1st without him. I’m so grateful for the 11 years with him and 5 years of marriage we were able to have. I went and got my hair done and just tried to stay busy for the most part. Last night my friend Meghan texted me to see if I was home. She came by and dropped off flowers and a card from her and Brandon for my Anniversary. Even though she has a lot to deal with this week with her wedding coming up this Saturday, she still took the time out to make my day. I seriously have some amazing friends and I’m so thankful for them. I did have a lot of time to think yesterday and I realized I needed to go back to the place to order the headstone. I’ve been thinking about his headstone everyday and the fact that I didn’t have it picked out yet.
So it’s been almost 2 months since I attempted to go and order Bob’s headstone. I went this morning after dropping the kids off at school and I did so much better. The guy remembered me from my attempt last time and was so nice and helped me figure everything out. It will still take some time for it until it’s put out there but at least I got the ball rolling now. I stopped by and visited Bob afterwards and just felt a huge sense of peace. It was so nice finally being able to do that and slowly getting somewhere in my healing process.