Today marks 4 months since the last time I got to look Bob in his eyes and tell him “I love you”. I still tell him everyday but it’s not the same. It’s so weird to think another month has gone by and that every month on the 27th I will be forced to think […]
3 months and much needed counseling
So yesterday marked 3 months since Bob’s been gone. It’s weird, it feels like so much longer than that and at the same time doesn’t feel like it’s been 3 months, if that makes sense. I can remember every single detail of that day and the days leading up to it. I don’t remember much […]
Sick kids
Bob and I agreed quite a few years ago that when the kids were sick he would be the one to deal with it. With me having Lupus we didn’t want to risk my health in getting something too. Last February we were at the mall picking out a new ring for me. Bob had […]
Almost passed out
Two weeks ago I woke up about 4 in the morning and just felt weird. I looked in the mirror and I was completely white (hard to believe since I’m so white anyway) and my lips were even white. I had ringing in my ears and thought I was going to pass out. Logan was […]
I went to Bob’s grave again a few days after Christmas and literally an hour later I thought of something that I needed to tell Bob when I got home. This is how unreal his death is, I seriously don’t understand why he was taken from me and the boys. I feel like we’ve been […]