I haven’t put up a tree since Bob passed so the last one we had up was in 2014 and he took it down after his diagnosis in January 2015. Last year I really didn’t care to do anything and was kind of like that this year too. My mother in law gave me a […]
Date Night/the face of grief
According to my Facebook, 2 years ago today Bob and I had a date night. Even if I didn’t post where we went, I would have known. We went to our favorite place, Tequilas. I know exactly what we had to drink and eat, it never really changed. Bob would venture out and try different […]
Family of 3 Photos
Yesterday the boys and I had family photos taken, the first professional photos as a family of 3. The one thing I was so thankful for last year was that we got family photos taken with Bob about 1 1/2 months before he passed. It was right before everything really started to go downhill. They […]
Confusion
Just wondering when things in my life are going to start looking up. I’ve dealt with so much suffering and pain in my short 31 years of life that it feels like it’s never ending. Finally happy for the first time in what seems like forever and then it’s gone just like that. I just […]
1 year is officially over…
On this day last year, November 2, 2015, I laid my husband to rest. I believe all of the 1st and 2nd I was a robot going through the motions, standing where I was supposed to stand and saying thank you over and over to everyone I talked to. This is officially the end of […]